Ellen
Duffy is one of the new generation of up-and-coming photographers
who, rather than being motivated by the lure of a quick buck
for pointing and shooting, has a real passion for the craft.
The problem is that a true passion for anything doesn’t
allow anything except the best, and Ellen is her own conscience
when it comes to producing high quality work. The
fact that she doesn’t restrict herself to any one
particular field makes her life a little more difficult as well.
‘I don't think I can really put myself under any category with
photography, I dabble in a little of everything every day. I'm drawn
to my idea of beauty, it doesn't matter what form that's in. I guess
I've learnt this year that I'm more of a 'people photographer' than
photographing commercial work like food or landscape. I need to photograph
people because I feel constantly challenged by that, you can control
a photoshoot with a bowl of fruit for instance, but when you're in
the studio or in location with a model you are constantly waiting
and searching for that perfect shot with that person that you may
or may not get. I like that risk.
At the moment I'm studying photography at NMIT, assisting an amazing
fashion photographer Peter Coulson, and additionally working alongside
an inspirational up-and-coming photographer Kim Camilleri, so I've
kept myself pretty busy this year. Kim and I are putting together
a Fetish photography calendar for 2008 which has so far been an eye
opening experience.

Just twelve months ago I found it so difficult
to get models for the shoots I do, but now I have so many asking
me to shoot them it's bizarre. I never ever saw myself doing the
work I do now, photographing nude or semi-nude women. I guess it
all stems from my love for life-drawing in high school, seeing the
female form as lighting and composition and not viewing the model
as a piece of meat. That's one major advantage of being a female
photographer- you are much more likely to be trusted because the
models know I'm not some sleazy wannabe male photographer who's going
to use the image for inappropriate reasons.
I hate the idea of my
work ever going towards the tacky non-fine-art direction of looking
like porn; I hope my work always shows the female form as beautiful.
I shot a Suicide Girls model earlier in the year and I was told the
images I took were 'too artistic' and 'too fine art' which I found
amusing. I'd rather not shoot at all that produce smutty work.’
Much
of Ellen’s work appears as quite
dark to the viewer, both in content and composition. This is not a conscious
choice on her part, and after some advice from the more experienced, she no longer
fights the tendency.
‘I never aim for my work to be dark; it seems to just always turn out
that way. I actually really tried once to produce bright happy high key portraits
and I automatically ended up desaturating them and giving them all a cyan cast.
I can't help it! The way I see the world is in more darkened flattened moody
tones, I just find the world more appealing that way. I've been waiting a while
now for me to grow out of this 'dark' phase but it seems to have stuck to me.
I tried fighting this style I seem to have developed over the years but was
told by many teachers not to fight it - I have a style now so I may as well
develop and master it as best as I can.

There is thankfully a large market
out there for my kind of photography so I'm not totally a lost cause. Thanks
to teenagers, I'm not the only moody one who likes and sees the darker side
of life.'
Given that so much of Ellen’s photography revolves around
the human form and some of her nude work can be quite risqué,
it would be reasonable to assume that she would draw her models
from the pool of professionals in Melbourne. Instead, she finds
that sometimes the best people to use are the more ordinary of
us.
‘I've always found it strange how the way someone can look
in person can be completely different to how they are on camera.
I've found the most beautiful people to model for me yet the facial
expressions could come out stiff and awkward, whereas a less aesthetically
appealing individual could produce amazing images. I'm happy shooting
anyone, but I guess I aim for models that have uniqueness about
them and know how to carry themselves.
They can be any race, colour,
gender, size, anything, but if they are funky dressers, have wacky
hair, a great attitude, confident, well proportioned, piercings,
tattoos, big eyes, any or all of the above, then I'd love for them
to model for me! I can be a little creepy sometimes though, I've
been known to go up to innocent folk on public transport and ask
them to model for me. God, if someone did that to me I'd start
driving more often, and catching public transport less.’
Ellen
also works as a photographer for bands, most often from the alternative
rock side of the industry, where her own particular style goes
hand in hand with the music that of the bands. It’s
a state of affairs that came about entirely by accident.
‘I started off when I was getting stuck into wedding photography
about March of 2006, and was asked to help out my friend’s
band, Exit Wounds. I had absolutely no idea what I was doing, was
terrible at low light photography, had had too much coffee that
day and I didn't have the right lens on my camera. The images were
naturally terrible but it was a learning experience, I learnt how
to talk myself and my work up to clients even when I know it's
terrible.
From there I was, for some odd reason, recommended
to shoot another band, Behind Crimson Eyes, so I ended up doing
live shots for them and then some promotional shots too. I now
shoot bands almost every week at the nightclub I attend, Switch,
in Glenferrie, and occasionally get my images into BEAT magazine.
Band photography doesn't excite me though, I don't feel challenged
enough. And it means I can't drink, and on Saturday nights it's
hard to prioritise between photography and drinking.’
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As anyone who has read a music photographer’s
biography knows, working with bands can often turn into a clash of
egos, especially with the bigger names in the industry. Fortunately,
Ellen’s natural personality and her
experience with a wide variety of shoots has left her with the knowledge of how
to control a shoot.
‘Well I'm as stubborn as they come so in my head I'm always the boss. Actually
with live band photography I'm relying on a good lighting guy rather than a good
performance by band members. If you have a terrible lighting person it's impossible
to get any good photos if you're shooting without flash. It's true there is little
skill in shooting bands live - you are relying more or less on luck and just
shooting hundreds of shots and hoping for a handful of good ones.
That's how I operate anyway, not the most professional mentality but hey it works
for me! With any other sort of photography though, such as promotional shots
for bands, the photographer must always be the boss. I discovered that when shooting
weddings- you take on many jobs when becoming a photographer- in just one shoot
you can be a photographer, art director, baby sitter, friend, motivator, joker,
editor, manager, promoter etc.
You have to know how to control a large group of people, learn how to make your
voice audible over others, and of course learn how to pose the most unposeable
model. So when someone tells me all I do is 'click a button', I want to hurt
them in slow and painful ways, or at least make them come along to a shoot and
let them see what really happens.’

The advent of the Internet has provided a mass of opportunities for new photographers
to display their work and Ellen is no different- she created a business, Mecca
Digital, and set about spreading the word. But there are only so many
hours in the day, and there is no rest for the wicked, it seems.
‘About July 2005 I decided to start up my own business, Mecca Digital,
but clearly didn't think it through enough because I additionally decided to
study full time at NMIT for 2006, thus leaving me with very little spare time
to do work for clients as well as study. When I started up Mecca Digital I put
business cards up everywhere and got the response I was after but found it incredibly
frustrating not having the time to do all the shoots, so I've pretty much completely
removed all advertisements.
Once I finish my course I'll start advertising again, at the moment though I'm
happy being poor and building up a folio. I've learnt so much this year it's
scary, just by saying no to photoshoots and doing my own thing. I have zero dollars
in the bank but career-wise I have never been happier. I'm shocking with asking
people for money though, I never ask for enough.
I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing when it comes to web design so I have
my website, www.meccadigital.com.au sitting
there untouched for the last year for I have no idea how to update it. Thus I've
been using my Deviant Art site mecca8.deviantart.com instead
so I'm constantly updating that site.
In terms of the response received, because I'm ridiculously stubborn I rarely
take on board any criticism from others whether it is positive or negative, how
I feel about some of my work is unchangeable whether one says they love it or
hate it. Even when I'm working for a client, I'm really working for me. When
I shoot, I shoot how I want to be shooting.
Don't get me wrong- I love criticism, both positive and constructively negative,
but I'd never change my work for someone's opinion of it.

It bugs me a little that when I show my work to people they ask me to go straight
to the 'nudey pictures', (so naturally I don't show them that at all), I don't
want to be known as the photographer who has boobies in their folio, I'm hoping
that changes in time.
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