Ellen Duffy
is one of the new generation of up-and-coming photographers who, rather
than being motivated by the lure of a quick buck for pointing and shooting,
has a real passion for the craft. The problem is that a true passion
for anything doesn’t allow anything except the best, and Ellen
is her own conscience when it comes to producing high quality work. The
fact that she doesn’t restrict herself to any one particular field
makes her life a little more difficult as well.
‘I don't think I can really put myself under any category with photography,
I dabble in a little of everything every day. I'm drawn to my idea of beauty,
it doesn't matter what form that's in. I guess I've learnt this year that
I'm more of a 'people photographer' than photographing commercial work
like food or landscape. I need to photograph people because I feel constantly
challenged by that, you can control a photoshoot with a bowl of fruit for
instance, but when you're in the studio or in location with a model you
are constantly waiting and searching for that perfect shot with that person
that you may or may not get. I like that risk.
At the moment I'm studying photography at NMIT, assisting an amazing fashion
photographer Peter Coulson, and additionally working alongside an inspirational
up-and-coming photographer Kim Camilleri, so I've kept myself pretty busy
this year. Kim and I are putting together a Fetish photography calendar
for 2008 which has so far been an eye opening experience.

Just twelve months ago I found it so difficult to get models for the shoots
I do, but now I have so many asking me to shoot them it's bizarre. I never
ever saw myself doing the work I do now, photographing nude or semi-nude
women. I guess it all stems from my love for life-drawing in high school,
seeing the female form as lighting and composition and not viewing the
model as a piece of meat. That's one major advantage of being a female
photographer- you are much more likely to be trusted because the models
know I'm not some sleazy wannabe male photographer who's going to use the
image for inappropriate reasons.
I hate the idea of my work ever going towards the tacky non-fine-art direction
of looking like porn; I hope my work always shows the female form as beautiful.
I shot a Suicide Girls model earlier in the year and I was told the images
I took were 'too artistic' and 'too fine art' which I found amusing. I'd
rather not shoot at all that produce smutty work.’
Much of Ellen’s work appears as quite dark to the viewer, both in
content and composition. This is not a conscious choice on her
part, and after some advice from the more experienced, she no longer fights
the tendency.
‘I never aim for my work to be dark; it seems to just always turn
out that way. I actually really tried once to produce bright happy high
key portraits and I automatically ended up desaturating them and giving
them all a cyan cast. I can't help it! The way I see the world is in more
darkened flattened moody tones, I just find the world more appealing that
way. I've been waiting a while now for me to grow out of this 'dark' phase
but it seems to have stuck to me. I tried fighting this style I seem to
have developed over the years but was told by many teachers not to fight
it - I have a style now so I may as well develop and master it as best
as I can.

There is thankfully a large market out there for my kind of photography
so I'm not totally a lost cause. Thanks to teenagers, I'm not the only
moody one who likes and sees the darker side of life.'
Given that so much of Ellen’s photography revolves around the human
form and some of her nude work can be quite risqué, it would be
reasonable to assume that she would draw her models from the pool of professionals
in Melbourne. Instead, she finds that sometimes the best people
to use are the more ordinary of us.
‘I've always found it strange how the way someone can look in person
can be completely different to how they are on camera. I've found the most
beautiful people to model for me yet the facial expressions could come
out stiff and awkward, whereas a less aesthetically appealing individual
could produce amazing images. I'm happy shooting anyone, but I guess I
aim for models that have uniqueness about them and know how to carry themselves.
They can be any race, colour, gender, size, anything, but if they are funky
dressers, have wacky hair, a great attitude, confident, well proportioned,
piercings, tattoos, big eyes, any or all of the above, then I'd love for
them to model for me! I can be a little creepy sometimes though, I've been
known to go up to innocent folk on public transport and ask them to model
for me. God, if someone did that to me I'd start driving more often, and
catching public transport less.’
Ellen also works as a photographer for bands, most often from the alternative
rock side of the industry, where her own particular style goes hand in
hand with the music that of the bands. It’s a state of affairs
that came about entirely by accident.
‘I started off when I was getting stuck into wedding photography
about March of 2006, and was asked to help out my friend’s band,
Exit Wounds. I had absolutely no idea what I was doing, was terrible at
low light photography, had had too much coffee that day and I didn't have
the right lens on my camera. The images were naturally terrible but it
was a learning experience, I learnt how to talk myself and my work up to
clients even when I know it's terrible.
From there I was, for some odd reason, recommended to shoot another band,
Behind Crimson Eyes, so I ended up doing live shots for them and then some
promotional shots too. I now shoot bands almost every week at the nightclub
I attend, Switch, in Glenferrie, and occasionally get my images into BEAT
magazine. Band photography doesn't excite me though, I don't feel challenged
enough. And it means I can't drink, and on Saturday nights it's hard to
prioritise between photography and drinking.’
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As anyone who has read a music photographer’s biography knows, working
with bands can often turn into a clash of egos, especially with the bigger
names in the industry. Fortunately, Ellen’s natural personality
and her experience with a wide variety of shoots has left her with the
knowledge of how to control a shoot.
‘Well I'm as stubborn as they come so in my head I'm always the boss.
Actually with live band photography I'm relying on a good lighting guy
rather than a good performance by band members. If you have a terrible
lighting person it's impossible to get any good photos if you're shooting
without flash. It's true there is little skill in shooting bands live -
you are relying more or less on luck and just shooting hundreds of shots
and hoping for a handful of good ones.
That's how I operate anyway, not the most professional mentality but hey
it works for me! With any other sort of photography though, such as promotional
shots for bands, the photographer must always be the boss. I discovered
that when shooting weddings- you take on many jobs when becoming a photographer-
in just one shoot you can be a photographer, art director, baby sitter,
friend, motivator, joker, editor, manager, promoter etc.
You have to know how to control a large group of people, learn how to make
your voice audible over others, and of course learn how to pose the most
unposeable model. So when someone tells me all I do is 'click a button',
I want to hurt them in slow and painful ways, or at least make them come
along to a shoot and let them see what really happens.’

The advent of the Internet has provided a mass of opportunities for new
photographers to display their work and Ellen is no different- she created
a business, Mecca Digital, and set about spreading the word. But
there are only so many hours in the day, and there is no rest for the wicked,
it seems.
‘About July 2005 I decided to start up my own business, Mecca Digital,
but clearly didn't think it through enough because I additionally decided
to study full time at NMIT for 2006, thus leaving me with very little spare
time to do work for clients as well as study. When I started up Mecca Digital
I put business cards up everywhere and got the response I was after but
found it incredibly frustrating not having the time to do all the shoots,
so I've pretty much completely removed all advertisements.
Once I finish my course I'll start advertising again, at the moment though
I'm happy being poor and building up a folio. I've learnt so much this
year it's scary, just by saying no to photoshoots and doing my own thing.
I have zero dollars in the bank but career-wise I have never been happier.
I'm shocking with asking people for money though, I never ask for enough.
I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing when it comes to web design so
I have my website, www.meccadigital.com.au sitting
there untouched for the last year for I have no idea how to update it.
Thus I've been using my Deviant Art site mecca8.deviantart.com instead
so I'm constantly updating that site.
In terms of the response received, because I'm ridiculously stubborn I
rarely take on board any criticism from others whether it is positive or
negative, how I feel about some of my work is unchangeable whether one
says they love it or hate it. Even when I'm working for a client, I'm really
working for me. When I shoot, I shoot how I want to be shooting.
Don't get me wrong- I love criticism, both positive and constructively
negative, but I'd never change my work for someone's opinion of it.

It bugs me a little that when I show my work to people they ask me to go
straight to the 'nudey pictures', (so naturally I don't show them that
at all), I don't want to be known as the photographer who has boobies in
their folio, I'm hoping that changes in time.
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